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Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 12:31 PM
Okay, freeeaky!
So I was doing my daily online shopping (or browsing, rather, seemingly as I'm not buying anything) and was listening to Anberlin's 'Haight Street' and popped by http://arsonistfuels.livejournal.com/1115.html#cutid1 And I saw this:
Her blog header is the chorus of the song I'm listening to, and she's selling a shirt with my name. Freaky or what!? Anyway, movie marathon was great! :) Haha all that bimbotic movies have officially gnawed on my brain and turned it into mush. Ah well. :) I had fun & I hope they did too! Merry early Christmas guys :) Also, thank you Ommie + Chipeng for the lovely fighting fish, tank and blue pebbles!! Ohmygosh, I couldn't believe you guys actually gave in to my demands and got the whole thing for me, I hope it wasn't too expensive! :/ THANK YOU I LOVE IT. Oh, I'm naming it Butter! I miss Peanut (my previous fighting fish) and he/she will never be replaced, but Butter shall now fill the empty hole in my heart x)
I will try my best to prolong it's life and promise not to kill it with bleach and stuff it in the washing machine. Unlike you, Ommie ;) xxx
P/S I can't wait for christmas, seriously! ♥
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Monday, December 21, 2009, 9:37 PM
Kay gonna make this a quick one before people start arriving @ my doorstep. Flea on Sunday was great! :) Had lots of fun with my Smelly, both of us were like wtf how to set up everything!? Hahaha. But it was fun! :)
People keep haggling! :) Aunties for the day hmm? Saw Stephanie, Shermaine & Nicholas mending the stall beside us! Coincidence or what man!? Hahhaha. Met a Jia Min selling hand made pouches & totes too!
After the flea, we went to St James Powerhouse for Ohsofickle's fashion show + After party. I thought that TT was trying to be high fashion but failing! I liked her bow bra though, that was cute :) Watched some local bands play. I liked FaceOff, they were totally Mayday Parade + All Time Low? And we watched the first mosh pit of our lives. I didn't know it was so stupid. Anyway, I needa go look presentable now!
 Smelllllllllly! ♥   Thanks Gwenny for coming down! :) My cousin Wynnette came down toooo! Thanks for your help babe. ♥  Rack cost her 60 buckaroos. Hope it was worth it for you, thanks for roping me in the flea! :) Okay okay bathe/
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Saturday, December 19, 2009, 11:24 AM
Dismantle. Repair. things are gonna change
Went shopping at Amk Hub for plastic bags today. It was rather amusing asking every shopkeeper whether they sell plastic bags, refuse their offer of giving me just one, and watching their WTF faces when I say I need the entire bag of shopping bags. x)
Facial was very painful, my face swelled up like crazy and it's still super red. I wanted to cry. I am seriously envious of Pok's near perfect, impeccable skin. I wantttt. I'm determined to take real good care of my skin, starting by sleeping early. Hahaha.
I can't wait for flea tomorrow! I just realised that I've got quite a lot of things to sell. And I've barely started packing. Procastination is bad. Very bad. Hopefully we can earn a little ): Thanks Smelly's dad for sending me there!♥ Should I bring my Dslrrrrr?
Went to Gran's, celebrated Genine jie's birthday. Hahaha, still eighteen in the heart hmmm! Then went to Lan with my sister to play L4D2. I think I've improved marginally! Hahaha don't quite know why I'm so pleased with myself though. x) The guys we were playing with were very nice :)
Pok, monday morning! I miss you like how I miss Peanut. ): Poo. Avatar with Aaron & Ciping later. Tuesday movie marathon, I can't wait! :)
On a sidenote, Gwen, thanks for the text, it means a lot. I hate to sound like some pathetic emo girl who cannot see past image and be so superficial, or maybe it's weird for me to be actually posting shit up like this for all to see and pinpoint and be laughed at or something. I never used to post stupid stuff like this on my blog before because I didn't see the need to show my vulnerability to the world. Blogging used to be just a platform to show pictures. But now there's facebook, that stupid sucking deathtrap that's used to compare others right? Pwoah angry rant.
I'm tired of being called fat squat ugly. I'm done. This is my freaking face and there's nothing I can do about it. I need to learn to block out comments, need to learn to love myself more.
Or maybe, I just need to stop talking to you. XXX
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Friday, December 18, 2009, 2:21 PM
Hello Alone
After a rather disturbing conversation with an old friend of mine, it got me contemplating. And longing for things that I've never really considered, or never really thought it affected me.
I think all girls are the same. We all want someone to love and tell them that they're beautiful even when they have no make up on and wearing a baggy home tee and shorts.
And right now, all I want is to be prettier, skinnier skinnier skinnier. I can't do much fuck about my face that I'm born with but the flabs need to go. Need to stop eating. And start exercising. I wanna be like 42 kg or something. Fat people are not beautiful. They're delusional, for God's sake.
Okay, I'm going to stop whining cos' I'm irritating myself. But still. Poo.
I miss Beanie
I miss Pok, I feel like I haven't properly talk to her in ages. I miss our HTHTs and everything. I don't know what's going on in your life now ): I've been spending my time with someone who doesn't and will never understand how I feel, and is probably the complete opposite of me. I need to start making better decisions in my life, stop pissing off my mum by sleeping late and not taking care of myself, be nicer to my Dad because we're forever indebt to his generousity and love that he has showered upon us, spend a bit more time with my Sister (provided that she's free) and like, watch Princess and the Frog. I want a white Christmas. I want a Christmas tree.
I want Christnas to come itself. Xmas gifts for my family this year again, I wonder what I should get?
Today (Yes, it's 6.30 am now and I haven't slept): Shop for marathon on tuesday + facial appointment please + plan flea with Alicia Sunday: Flea with Alicia on the 20th Dec, Sunday @ St James Powerhouse from 4pm onwards. Come down and support please! ♥ Monday: Avatar, finally! Tuesday: Movie Marathon @ my house! >2pm onwards till whatever time your parents let you stay till. All invited!
Christmas shopping will have to wait, then ): Pooooo.
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Thursday, December 17, 2009, 10:41 AM
Two hour session talk with Alicia/ ♥ Lan with Gwen, Wigene, Ci Ping & Aaron + Unknown people who tried to kick me out of the game ( so mean, so mean, I'm not that bad I swear!!) / ): + (: The awesome random talk afterwards/ :D :D :D
And now = No Voice whatsoever. call. and hear and don't shriek in suprise please.
Oh yeah, 22/12, Movie Marathon at my house. All are invited. Well, techincally it's a MF (1-4E) thing.
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 4:55 PM
Okay, to be frank, I didn't understand maybe three quarters of the musical. Maybe it was because we reached about 3 seconds before it started and didn't have time to read the summary before it. Maybe it was because the guys sitting behind us were making such degrading comments and we got side-tracked. Or maybe I'm too stupid and unexposed to the Arts.
But nevertheless, I thought the dancing was goooooood! Especially by Pok, who said she didn't play a big part in the musical when she practically danced almost EVERY scene. x) Gladys and another small girl who's name I'm unable to remember (Nina. I think) was great too! Everyone was good. So well done! :)
Before the musical, I went to the gym with Chin Koon, Peng Kuan and Cindy. They then came to my house. And then we went to Bishan to watch 'Couple's Retreat'. IT IS THE WORST SHOW IN THE WORLD seriously! I don't know why everyone found it funny when ALL of the funny scenes were in the trailer and there was SO much talking that I fell asleep.
Ah well, going to lan now with Gwendy, Wigene, Aaron and Chipeng. Zombie killing timeeee ♥
 Pretttttty ♥  4E girls + Dancers ♥
 Jia Qi!  Twingtwing!  Amanda  Dwitchhhhhhh! My company for the night ♥Movie marathon soon dears. I just finished 2 seasons of The Hills in like.. less than a day. From 12 am to 10 am I think. My body clock is freaking screwed up already. I don't know to go JC if it continues to eff up like this ): hahaha. Heidi is so blonde in the show. Whitney is freaking pretty! And Audrina is still rather non-existent and Spencer is a pig. Kay I'm done blabbling. I miss Beanie and will start missing Alex once she goes to Europe. ): Labels: Musical
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Monday, December 14, 2009, 8:02 AM
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Kerrie has succumbed to wearing a watch.
Only because it's a zebra one.
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Tuesday, December 22, 2009, 12:31 PM
Okay, freeeaky!
So I was doing my daily online shopping (or browsing, rather, seemingly as I'm not buying anything) and was listening to Anberlin's 'Haight Street' and popped by http://arsonistfuels.livejournal.com/1115.html#cutid1 And I saw this:
Her blog header is the chorus of the song I'm listening to, and she's selling a shirt with my name. Freaky or what!? Anyway, movie marathon was great! :) Haha all that bimbotic movies have officially gnawed on my brain and turned it into mush. Ah well. :) I had fun & I hope they did too! Merry early Christmas guys :) Also, thank you Ommie + Chipeng for the lovely fighting fish, tank and blue pebbles!! Ohmygosh, I couldn't believe you guys actually gave in to my demands and got the whole thing for me, I hope it wasn't too expensive! :/ THANK YOU I LOVE IT. Oh, I'm naming it Butter! I miss Peanut (my previous fighting fish) and he/she will never be replaced, but Butter shall now fill the empty hole in my heart x)
I will try my best to prolong it's life and promise not to kill it with bleach and stuff it in the washing machine. Unlike you, Ommie ;) xxx
P/S I can't wait for christmas, seriously! ♥
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Monday, December 21, 2009, 9:37 PM
Kay gonna make this a quick one before people start arriving @ my doorstep. Flea on Sunday was great! :) Had lots of fun with my Smelly, both of us were like wtf how to set up everything!? Hahaha. But it was fun! :)
People keep haggling! :) Aunties for the day hmm? Saw Stephanie, Shermaine & Nicholas mending the stall beside us! Coincidence or what man!? Hahhaha. Met a Jia Min selling hand made pouches & totes too!
After the flea, we went to St James Powerhouse for Ohsofickle's fashion show + After party. I thought that TT was trying to be high fashion but failing! I liked her bow bra though, that was cute :) Watched some local bands play. I liked FaceOff, they were totally Mayday Parade + All Time Low? And we watched the first mosh pit of our lives. I didn't know it was so stupid. Anyway, I needa go look presentable now!
 Smelllllllllly! ♥   Thanks Gwenny for coming down! :) My cousin Wynnette came down toooo! Thanks for your help babe. ♥  Rack cost her 60 buckaroos. Hope it was worth it for you, thanks for roping me in the flea! :) Okay okay bathe/
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Saturday, December 19, 2009, 11:24 AM
Dismantle. Repair. things are gonna change
Went shopping at Amk Hub for plastic bags today. It was rather amusing asking every shopkeeper whether they sell plastic bags, refuse their offer of giving me just one, and watching their WTF faces when I say I need the entire bag of shopping bags. x)
Facial was very painful, my face swelled up like crazy and it's still super red. I wanted to cry. I am seriously envious of Pok's near perfect, impeccable skin. I wantttt. I'm determined to take real good care of my skin, starting by sleeping early. Hahaha.
I can't wait for flea tomorrow! I just realised that I've got quite a lot of things to sell. And I've barely started packing. Procastination is bad. Very bad. Hopefully we can earn a little ): Thanks Smelly's dad for sending me there!♥ Should I bring my Dslrrrrr?
Went to Gran's, celebrated Genine jie's birthday. Hahaha, still eighteen in the heart hmmm! Then went to Lan with my sister to play L4D2. I think I've improved marginally! Hahaha don't quite know why I'm so pleased with myself though. x) The guys we were playing with were very nice :)
Pok, monday morning! I miss you like how I miss Peanut. ): Poo. Avatar with Aaron & Ciping later. Tuesday movie marathon, I can't wait! :)
On a sidenote, Gwen, thanks for the text, it means a lot. I hate to sound like some pathetic emo girl who cannot see past image and be so superficial, or maybe it's weird for me to be actually posting shit up like this for all to see and pinpoint and be laughed at or something. I never used to post stupid stuff like this on my blog before because I didn't see the need to show my vulnerability to the world. Blogging used to be just a platform to show pictures. But now there's facebook, that stupid sucking deathtrap that's used to compare others right? Pwoah angry rant.
I'm tired of being called fat squat ugly. I'm done. This is my freaking face and there's nothing I can do about it. I need to learn to block out comments, need to learn to love myself more.
Or maybe, I just need to stop talking to you. XXX
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Friday, December 18, 2009, 2:21 PM
Hello Alone
After a rather disturbing conversation with an old friend of mine, it got me contemplating. And longing for things that I've never really considered, or never really thought it affected me.
I think all girls are the same. We all want someone to love and tell them that they're beautiful even when they have no make up on and wearing a baggy home tee and shorts.
And right now, all I want is to be prettier, skinnier skinnier skinnier. I can't do much fuck about my face that I'm born with but the flabs need to go. Need to stop eating. And start exercising. I wanna be like 42 kg or something. Fat people are not beautiful. They're delusional, for God's sake.
Okay, I'm going to stop whining cos' I'm irritating myself. But still. Poo.
I miss Beanie
I miss Pok, I feel like I haven't properly talk to her in ages. I miss our HTHTs and everything. I don't know what's going on in your life now ): I've been spending my time with someone who doesn't and will never understand how I feel, and is probably the complete opposite of me. I need to start making better decisions in my life, stop pissing off my mum by sleeping late and not taking care of myself, be nicer to my Dad because we're forever indebt to his generousity and love that he has showered upon us, spend a bit more time with my Sister (provided that she's free) and like, watch Princess and the Frog. I want a white Christmas. I want a Christmas tree.
I want Christnas to come itself. Xmas gifts for my family this year again, I wonder what I should get?
Today (Yes, it's 6.30 am now and I haven't slept): Shop for marathon on tuesday + facial appointment please + plan flea with Alicia Sunday: Flea with Alicia on the 20th Dec, Sunday @ St James Powerhouse from 4pm onwards. Come down and support please! ♥ Monday: Avatar, finally! Tuesday: Movie Marathon @ my house! >2pm onwards till whatever time your parents let you stay till. All invited!
Christmas shopping will have to wait, then ): Pooooo.
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Thursday, December 17, 2009, 10:41 AM
Two hour session talk with Alicia/ ♥ Lan with Gwen, Wigene, Ci Ping & Aaron + Unknown people who tried to kick me out of the game ( so mean, so mean, I'm not that bad I swear!!) / ): + (: The awesome random talk afterwards/ :D :D :D
And now = No Voice whatsoever. call. and hear and don't shriek in suprise please.
Oh yeah, 22/12, Movie Marathon at my house. All are invited. Well, techincally it's a MF (1-4E) thing.
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Wednesday, December 16, 2009, 4:55 PM
Okay, to be frank, I didn't understand maybe three quarters of the musical. Maybe it was because we reached about 3 seconds before it started and didn't have time to read the summary before it. Maybe it was because the guys sitting behind us were making such degrading comments and we got side-tracked. Or maybe I'm too stupid and unexposed to the Arts.
But nevertheless, I thought the dancing was goooooood! Especially by Pok, who said she didn't play a big part in the musical when she practically danced almost EVERY scene. x) Gladys and another small girl who's name I'm unable to remember (Nina. I think) was great too! Everyone was good. So well done! :)
Before the musical, I went to the gym with Chin Koon, Peng Kuan and Cindy. They then came to my house. And then we went to Bishan to watch 'Couple's Retreat'. IT IS THE WORST SHOW IN THE WORLD seriously! I don't know why everyone found it funny when ALL of the funny scenes were in the trailer and there was SO much talking that I fell asleep.
Ah well, going to lan now with Gwendy, Wigene, Aaron and Chipeng. Zombie killing timeeee ♥
 Pretttttty ♥  4E girls + Dancers ♥
 Jia Qi!  Twingtwing!  Amanda  Dwitchhhhhhh! My company for the night ♥Movie marathon soon dears. I just finished 2 seasons of The Hills in like.. less than a day. From 12 am to 10 am I think. My body clock is freaking screwed up already. I don't know to go JC if it continues to eff up like this ): hahaha. Heidi is so blonde in the show. Whitney is freaking pretty! And Audrina is still rather non-existent and Spencer is a pig. Kay I'm done blabbling. I miss Beanie and will start missing Alex once she goes to Europe. ): Labels: Musical
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